Everything in life is only for now

Honestly right, what is it about me that makes people think they can pure patronise me??? Im actually not an idiot!!! Cant hack when people talk to me like im thick :| ive got 4 A’s and a fuckin B you know!!! Gods sake. Fuming.

Blackberry are making it so difficult for me to blog!

Here’s the shit from recently.

I qualified as a nail artist, woohoo. Now need to get on with my acrylic course- which is doing my head in!!!
Work is annoying me because my hours succccccccccccckkkkkkkk!

Been thinking about the past a lot recently. Wondering why I let some things happen? Had a long chat with Jen in work tonight and we were talking about past relationships. There’s a lot of things I wish i’d done differently, but then again- I may not be where I am if things hadn’t happened in that way. Wouldn’t it be interesting to go to a parallel universe where you could see what would have happened with your life if you had taken a different path?

Don’t get me wrong- marrying matt was the best thing to ever happen to me, i’m just curious as to what paths my life might have taken if things had been different, but id never change things.

People say the first year of marriage is the hardest but so far Matt & I are more in love than ever <3 i realised recently that i treated him like shit for a while when i was in college, always going to the pub, coming home late then spending all my time blowing our money away going out with friends and not spending time with him. Poor Matt :/ dunno why he puts up with me :))

So yeah, i spose it would be interesting to see how my life could potentially have turned out, but im deffo a very lucky girl for how it has turned out :) <3

cant be fucked with the next two weeks of work, picked up extra shifts to make back the money i lost by going to england. Which was shite btw. So basically- im working more to make back the time off i took for a shite holiday which was stressful and gay. YAAAAAAAY

I need some more of my friends to get tumblr!!!! #noseybastardsyndrome

I cannot even explain how annoyed I am about the misfits finale!!! Whaat the fuck was the point in exploring all the ‘man in the mask, future simon, dying for alisha thing’ if she was then jst gonna get slashed and they were gonna be trapped in this endless loop of watching eachother die? I’m also proper raging that Simon and Alisha won’t be in series 4, not gonna even lie- a big reason that I watched misfits was because I’m a bit obsessed with Iwan Rheon! OOOFTTTTTT! And Alisha was really funny! It’s like skins all over again! It got shite after the change of cast!! I’m too annoyed about this :( ! Basically the whole plot of series 2/3 was totally pointless! I’m thinking that Antonia Thomas announced that she wanted to leave and the writers thought ‘shit’ and had to think of a way to wriggle out of the plotline. Majorly disappointed! Although I did like the cheeky wee shot of Iwan’s arse! Rage though, rage :(

We go on stage a week today. Still haven’t had a full runthrough and 4 songs haven’t even been rehearsed… Also have no props or animal costumes for the animals. Never felt so unprepared for a show in my life!!!

Everything in life is only for now

There’s no tumblr app for my blackberry. How is that even possible? Why is there such a lack of blackberry apps?? GET IT SORTED, Some of us like to blog on the go!

Actually forgot my password for this for ages … only to discover today that it’s the same password i always use. What the fuck?

gonna train to be a nail art technician :D finally gonna be putting my skills to professional use! Sick of not being able to get a job in it even though my work is good enough jst cause i dont have a bit of paper!

Everything in life is only for now <3

xox